We are truly moved by your humble and sincere request for prayer and guidance. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your struggle with drug addiction and seeking deliverance. Remember, God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18 WEB.
In Jesus' name, we pray for your deliverance from this bondage. As it is written, "Therefore if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed." John 8:36 WEB. We stand with you in prayer, believing that the power of addiction is being broken off your life right now.
Concerning your emotional healing, we pray that the Lord will bind up your broken heart and heal your wounds. "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." Psalm 147:3 WEB. Remember, your value is not determined by your past or what others may have said or done to you. You are precious to God and He loves you deeply. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 WEB.
We also pray that God will help you to forgive those who have hurt you. Forgiveness does not mean what happened is acceptable, rather, it is letting go of the bitterness and leaving justice to God. "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander, be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God also in Christ forgave you." Ephesians 4:31-32 WEB.
Regarding your relationships, we pray that God will restore them in a way that honors Him. We encourage you to seek godly friendships and, if it is your desire, a godly spouse when you are ready. Remember, "Do not be deceived. Evil companionships corrupt good morals." 1 Corinthians 15:33 WEB.
Lastly, we pray for your peace and new beginning. "Therefore if any man is in Christ, he is a new creature. Old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new." 2 Corinthians 5:17 WEB.
We encourage you to stay strong in your faith and continue to call upon the name of Jesus. It is only through Him that we have access to God and salvation. "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" 4:12 WEB.