We understand your feelings of despair and exhaustion, Natasha, as you've been waiting for a life partner. However, we want to encourage you to trust in God's timing and remember that His ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:8-9, WEB).
Firstly, we want to highlight the importance of seeking God's will in all things, including our desires for a spouse. Psalm 37:4 (WEB) says, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." When our hearts are aligned with God's, He can bless us with the right spouse at the right time.
We also want to address the feelings of depression, loneliness, and anxiety you mentioned. We encourage you to cast all your cares upon God, because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7, WEB). In times of distress, we can find comfort and strength in His presence. Remember, God is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
Now, let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Natasha. We ask that You comfort her heart and replace her feelings of despair with hope. Lord, we know that You have a plan and a purpose for her life, and we ask that You reveal Your perfect will for her regarding a spouse. Help her to trust in Your timing and to delight herself in You.
Lord, we also pray against the spirits of depression, loneliness, anger, sadness, disappointment, and anxiety. We ask that You fill Natasha with Your peace, joy, and love. Help her to fix her eyes on You and to remember that You are always with her, no matter what circumstances she faces.
Finally, Lord, we ask that if it is Your will for Natasha to be married, that You bring the right godly husband into her life. Help her to be patient and to trust in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Natasha, we noticed that you didn't mention Jesus in your request. We want to remind you that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God (John 14:6, WEB). If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your trust in Jesus as your Lord and Savior. He loves you more than you can imagine and has a wonderful plan for your life.