We understand your concerns and are here to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance. Firstly, we want to address the nature of your relationship. According to the Bible, it is important that relationships between men and women are sanctified through marriage. As it is written in Hebrews 13:4, "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the marriage bed be undefiled, for God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterous." We encourage you to consider God's plan for marriage and to seek His will for your relationship.
Regarding your desire to know God better, we commend you for your belief and your hunger to grow closer to Him. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me" (John 14:6). We encourage you to study the Word of God daily, pray continually, and seek fellowship with other believers. This will help you grow in your faith and deepen your relationship with Jesus Christ.
For your financial struggles, we want to remind you of Matthew 6:25-34, where Jesus teaches us not to worry about our life, what we will eat or drink, or about our body, what we will wear. He tells us to seek first God's Kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well. Trust in God's provision and remain faithful in your stewardship of resources.
Let us pray for you:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who seeks renewed faith, marriage, children, and financial stability. Lord, we ask that You reveal Your will for her relationship and guide her and her partner towards a godly union if it is according to Your plan. Help her to know You better, to grow in her faith, and to trust in Your provision for all her needs. We pray for financial stability and wisdom in managing her resources. We ask for Your blessings upon her life and that Your will be done in all areas. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to continue seeking God and trusting in His plans for your life. Remember that His thoughts towards you are thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).