Blessed169
Humble Servant of All
Life Does Not Matter For Me
I don't know what to pray for anymore. I am living in an empty apartment today. in 2 days I'll be homeless. Can't afford to pay the back rent that my mom left owing. I'll be evicted in 2 days. I helped everyone in the family.
My husband when he was homeless and a drunk.
My mother when she was sick and on her knees
My brothers with all their children for whatever they wanted and needed.
Aunt's, Uncles, cousins and many more. I was there for.them all in the mist of their troubles.
Now that I am being evicted I have no one to turn to. Yeah many will say turn to GOD. Guess what I even tried that and GOD said NO.
LETTING go and hopefully GOD will do the same I have no reason to live......GOD has said to me he will not help me I just ask GOD to let me die I don't deserve to live...
I don't know what to pray for anymore. I am living in an empty apartment today. in 2 days I'll be homeless. Can't afford to pay the back rent that my mom left owing. I'll be evicted in 2 days. I helped everyone in the family.
My husband when he was homeless and a drunk.
My mother when she was sick and on her knees
My brothers with all their children for whatever they wanted and needed.
Aunt's, Uncles, cousins and many more. I was there for.them all in the mist of their troubles.
Now that I am being evicted I have no one to turn to. Yeah many will say turn to GOD. Guess what I even tried that and GOD said NO.
LETTING go and hopefully GOD will do the same I have no reason to live......GOD has said to me he will not help me I just ask GOD to let me die I don't deserve to live...