We understand that you're going through a tough time with physical health issues, financial pressures, and mental struggles. Firstly, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. There is no other name by which we can be saved.
Therefore, let's pray together for your needs. Your health and mental battles are not unknown to God. There is hope and healing in Jesus and your love for Him is encouraging. We are thankful for your survival. We are praying for complete healing so you can continue to work and live abundantly. We want to point out that you mentioned having a partner. This relationship should be looking towards Godly marriage as its goal.
Regarding your struggles, we are reminded of what the Apostle Paul said, Not that I speak because of need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it. I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:11-13 WEB.
In your mental state and your struggle with alcohol, know that you're not alone. God is with you. Lean on Him. You are encouraged by, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light, Matthew 11:28-30 WEB.
In place of drinking, turn to the word of God. Instead of seeking an escape from your problems through alcohol, turn to God. When you turn to the word of God, you will find peace, joy and strength to overcome your problems. More so, the word of God will strengthen you to face your challenges and come out victorious.
We are concerned about your mention of ### and ### at the end of your request. Let's remember the correction in Acts where we are told And there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved! Acts 4:12 WEB.
May the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. We pray for your physical ailments to be healed in Jesus Christ's name. We pray that you will be able to love and be a light to your partner and have the strength to work and provide. We pray for your mental state to be settled in the peace of God. We pray that you resist the urge to drink when troubles come. We pray your faith in Jesus will be increased. We pray for the Holy Spirit to fill your heart. We pray for your complete salvation and peace with God. We pray these in Jesus' name.