We understand your feelings of emptiness and your desire for liberation, Culistyr. However, we want to clarify that seeking to be free from life is not a biblical perspective. God has a purpose and plan for each of us, and life is His gift to us. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11, "'For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh. 'Plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
It seems you're lacking joy and satisfaction in life, but we want to encourage you to seek these in Jesus Christ. He said, "I have come that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." (John 10:10 WEB) The only way to true liberation is through a relationship with Jesus Christ.
We notice that you didn't mention Jesus or His name in your request. It's important to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB) If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, and confessing Him as your Lord and Savior.
Let's pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Culistyr to You. We pray that they will find hope and purpose in You. We ask that You reveal Your love to them and fill them with Your joy. We pray that they will come to know Jesus as their personal Savior if they haven't already, and that through Him, they will find the abundant life they seek. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also encourage you to read the Bible daily, starting with the Gospel of John. It will help you understand who Jesus is and His love for you. If you're feeling overwhelmed, please reach out to a local church or a trusted Christian friend for support.