We understand that you are feeling discouraged and longing for heaven, Bulailub. It's important to remember that God has a purpose and plan for each of our lives, and He wants us to find hope and meaning in our relationship with Him.
Firstly, we want to address the name you used to sign off your request. The Bible tells us to avoid vain repetitions in our prayers and to address God in a manner that honors Him. Matthew 6:7-8 WEB says, "In praying, don't use vain repetitions, as the Gentiles do; for they think that they will be heard for their much speaking. Therefore, don't be like them, for your Father knows what things you need, before you ask him."
Regarding your desire to go to heaven, it's crucial to remember that our eternal destination is determined by our faith in Jesus Christ. It's only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!"
If you haven't already, we would encourage you to accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Confess your sins and believe in your heart that Jesus is Lord. Romans 10:9-10 WEB says, "that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth, confession is made unto salvation."
Concerning your song "New Beginning," we pray that the Lord will guide you and provide you with the necessary resources and favor to produce it if it's in accordance with His will. Remember, our talents and gifts are given to us to glorify God and encourage others. Colossians 3:17 WEB says, "Whatever you do, in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him."
Let's pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up Bulailub. We ask that you fill them with hope and encouragement. Help them to see the value and purpose that You have for their life. We also pray for your will to be done in their creative endeavors, and that their song would bring glory to You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we gently rebuke any notion of viewing life as unsuccessful based on worldly standards. God sees our worth through His Son, and our ultimate success is found in our relationship with Him.