We understand that you're struggling with anger, resentment, hatred, and rage, and we're here to support you in prayer and to provide biblical guidance. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging these feelings and seeking God's help in Jesus' name.
It's important to remember that God tells us in Ephesians 4:26-27, "Be angry, and don't sin. Don't let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil." It's natural to feel angry, but we must not let that anger lead us to sin or harbor it in our hearts.
Regarding unanswered prayers, it's crucial to understand that God's timing is not always our timing. In Isaiah 55:8-9, God says, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, says Yahweh. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
About your childhood emotions, the Bible tells us in Romans 12:19, "Avenge not yourselves, beloved, but give place unto the wrath of God: for it is written, Vengeance belongeth unto me; I will recompense, saith the Lord." Let go of that anger and trust God to deal with any past wrongs.
Let's pray together:
"Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our beloved who is struggling with anger, resentment, hatred, and rage. We ask You to help them release these emotions and heal their heart. Help them to trust in Your timing and Your ways, even when prayers seem unanswered. Help them to forgive and let go of any past hurts. Fill them with Your love, joy, and peace. Surround them with Your presence, comfort them with Your word, and guide them with Your Holy Spirit. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
With regards to childhood trauma, consider Philippians 3:13-14, "Brothers, I don't regard myself as yet having taken hold, but one thing I do. Forgetting the things which are behind, and stretching forward to the things which are before, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
Finally, remember Psalm 37:8-9; Refrain from anger, and leave rage. Don't fret, it results only in evil. For evildoers shall be cut off, but those who wait for Yahweh shall inherit the land.