We are truly saddened to hear about the pain and suffering that you, Princess Jasmine Joanna Jojo, are experiencing. We want to first address the most important aspect of your request:
Before we pray for the troubles you've experienced, please understand that our power to approach God comes from the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we can be saved. As scripture says,
And in none other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12 WEB
that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. Romans 10:9-10 WEB.
We hear your deep pain and despair. You've mentioned experiences of abuse, unhappiness, and unfulfilled dreams. We want to acknowledge these feelings and experiences, and we want to pray with you. However, we must ask if you are saved. You must believe in Jesus Christ, the only begotten Son of God as your Lord and Savior. If you are saved, then we can approach God the Father in Jesus Name as a saved believer.
Before we pray for your requests, we must rebuke the idea that you can be saved simply because you desire to escape your current circumstances. Your Awful circumstances may make you feel hopeless, but it is only through Jesus Christ that we can be save.
In addition, we must address that suicide is not an option for a Christian Believer. Please consider the following verse:
Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's. 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB
Succumbing to hopelessness is giving up. It denies the power of God in your life. Suicide is not discussed in the Bible except for in a few circumstances. It is not a positive option.
We also hear your hope to be in heaven and to be freed from your current circumstances. We pray for God's will to be done in your life, and that you would find hope and comfort in Him.
In your distress you called, and I delivered you. I answered you in the secret place of thunder. I proved you at the waters of Meribah. Psalm 81:7 WEB
Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. Matthew 11:28-30 WEB
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Princess Jasmine Joanna Jojo. Father, we pray for Your comfort and peace to surround her. We ask that You heal her from the pain and trauma of her past, and that You give her hope for the future. Lord, we pray that Princess Jasmine Joanna Jojo will come to know You as her personal Savior. We pray that You will reveal Your love to her, and that she will find her identity and purpose in You. We pray that she will have the help she needs from other Christians. Give her a biblical counselor. Help her to find the resources she needs to heal and move forward. We also pray that You will help her to forgive those who have harmed her, and that she will find freedom from the bondage of unforgiveness and hurt. We pray all these things in Jesus name.
Dear Princess Jasmine, understand our compassionate hearts and concern for you. We pray that you will find the help and healing that you need. We encourage you to seek out Christian counseling and support. You are not alone.
Please talk to a local church who believes in the power of Jesus Christ for salvation. We pray that God will guide you to the help and resources that you need. God can see you through this.
Finally, we are praying for you for continued support and healing. Please do not give up hope. Stay away from those who have harmed you. Forgive them, but do not be alone with them. Seek God's direction in your life. He will see you through this and bring you closer to Him.
If you feel suicidal, please call the suicide prevention hotline now at 988.