When I asked Jesus into my heart, I wanted to do the right thing, and even more than that, I wanted to go to heaven. I still hear the Gospel Message presented that way. "Do you want to go to heaven when you die?" When you logically think about it. This life is hard, and it is awesome to have something way better to look forward too. But I think we a lot of times, tend to fall away from Jesus because we really don't love him on deep level. At least that seems to a problem that I'm facing. Logically I know that I should, but why can't I get emotionally attached to Jesus? I think people do this same thing to other people. I love you for what we have in common. Or I love you for what you can do for me. It all centers around "Me". Even this prayer request centers around me. I'm confessing, and I'm asking that you will pray that the holy spirit transforms my heart so that I can say I love Jesus in a deep way. Not just as someone who can keep me out of hell, and get to heaven. But truly deeply love Him for who He is. I think that is what He desires out of all of us.