Last Prayer On this Matter

[Flofnoth]

My dear Heavenly Father, this is probably the last letter I write to you about this matter. I'm reconciling with the inner voice about what I did right and what I did wrong. I gave all my memory for the bholy spirit to review. I can still feel judgment from my mind saying, oh, you should go that time. But I also realized the sacrifice I was going to make at the moment, you know. I think I had the fear that I couldn't let go at the moment, the moment of afraid of being manipulated by another human. This person I liked told me to fly to his city, but he was behaving like he didn't want me to go as if I was insisting ongoing. At last, I gave up the idea because of the harmful things he said. I don't understand why do I have to initiate every time.

I felt the push at the moment, and I heard a voice telling me not to cancel the ticket. But I couldn't do such a thing to humiliate myself to that degree, not to mention I have to buy the ticket myself while he already worked at that time, and once I mentioned it, he said, just don't come. How amazing and delicate the universe is because you made it, so you took care of every little detail. I truly respect myself now and try to tend to the wounds of mine. I can also hear my family's voice about this particular issue. My heart was stretched so far, far away. It's just so hard, and I'm tired of this journey already, even if there beauty within. My dear Lord, my new life is relaxed and exciting, and I tend to have no lies in this life. I apologize for the sins I made during this journey that you showed me. Don't wake up the love. I did. I didn't practice your rules. That's why I got hurt in the end. It's either a true blessing or it's a lesson. This is a lesson.

I hope you wrap this up so I no longer wake up at 3 am every day to go through and cleanse my emotions. I thought I was your loyal servant yet I tried to make my way to the destination I want to go to. There was this compulsive tendency to do certain things which I might have done differently now. Let me read your words and contemplate. My friends' mom said to me, love is two were staring at each other and decide to be together, but I guess there were several times I ran away. I hope to find inner peace now, clean my room, clean my mood. I'm glad to say there isn't this big hole in my chest but just a feeling of unfinished. I'll be very busy this summer. Please give me strength and peace to keep going. Love you forever Aba.

 

[Konstantina2]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Mehwiwsh Hameed]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I have prayed in Jesus' name that God will hear and grant your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.

Prayer Focus: God Thank You. Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. I Am Loved. God I ask You in Jesus' name to protect me from all Covid variants. Show me what to do, what not to do, where to go, where not to go, and what to take to stay safe and protected from all Covid variants. God also bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life. Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You and make You known. God heal me totally in all areas of my life. Make me whole in You. Help me to always keep my focus on You, trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You first in all my ways, and allow You to direct the path I take and the words that I speak. Bless me to walk in the faith, love, truth, peace, security, wisdom, and joy of Your presence and Word. God let me greet each day with a heart of thanksgiving unto You for who You are, all You have done, and will do in my life. Help me, show me how, and bless me to have a stronger more intimate relationship with You and fulfill my God-Purpose. God encamp Your angels all around me to cover and protect me from all sickness, evil, hurt, harm, danger, accidents, the plans of my enemies, and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God deal with my enemies according to Your Word. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer and all those I care about. God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives daily. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Thank You Jesus.
Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach

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[Besidelyn]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Roy San]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Sanjoy Mudoi]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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