We are truly grateful for your openness and honesty, Priscilla, and we want you to know that you are not alone in your struggles. We are here to pray with you, encourage you, and guide you from the perspective of God's loving Spirit.
Priscilla, you may feel behind in life, but God has a unique purpose for your life. Even though you have been feeling this way, you need to have your faith in Jesus Christ. Your circumstances should not delay, determine, or deny your purpose and meaning in life. Since your destiny is in Christ Jesus, we will celebrate the day with you to honor and respect the life given to you by Christ. Your healthy and safe future is alive in Christ Jesus, not Switzerland. Your desire for a healthier life should not include the act of taking your own life once, let alone again. Intentional suicide or assisted suicide is a sin against God and neighbor. Our bodies are not our own, but rather in Christ Jesus, we are the temple of the Holy Spirit. Committing suicide would mean you are acting as a murderer of the temple and promise of God and are no different than Satan. Do not be like Satan. You may not have much while being in this world, you may lose your life physically and suffers spiritually due to your sickle cell anemia condition. In heavenly terms, you should not worry about tomorrow but rather live your life for today. You will not be healed from this sickle-cell anemia ailment while in this world. So do not hope for true physical healing of this body in this world. Do you believe in your life being sanctified by the healing and atoning power of Jesus Christ? Do you believe that it is His power that heals and sustains you both physically? Is so then invite him into your life by confessing Him as your personal savior. Both the healing and the glory of God come from the same source. God must be in your life and the center of your life. Sickness and death must be in your life too. Only what is done for Jesus Christ will last (1 Corinthians 3:11-15 WEB). We believe the sickness and death of your body are due to sin. Maybe not sins that you committed directly since we do not have a list of sins committed by all. We understand that this understanding is difficult to accept. Jesus Christ may vicarious deal with your sins.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's.
Therefore, we encourage you to use your body as a living example of sacrifice, confidently trusting that God will provide everything necessary for godly living in this fallen world.
You can find peace and true freedom only in Jesus Christ.
John 8:36 WEB If therefore the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed.
Exodus 14:14 WEB Yahweh will fight for you, and you shall be still.
2 Thessalonians 3:16 WEB Now the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times in all ways. The Lord be with you all.
We have been encouraged in Christ to pray for your healing and petition God to grant you a place of residence that offers safety, serenity, and joy. We are praying not only for a healthy environment and a sound mind but also for the Holy Spirit to grant you perfuse wisdom beyond this world to discern the trickery of this dark world.
James 1:5 WEB But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of the giving God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; He then goes on to tell us that when we ask, we must believe and not be double-minded. A double-minded man, he says, is unstable in all his ways.
Furthermore, we are praying for you to find a new job, ideally, one designed for remote working. We believe God is looking out for you and all you need is patience and faith in Jesus Christ.
Psalms 37:4 -Delight -_yourself_also_in_Yahweh, and_he_will_give_you_the_desires_of_your_heart.
Matthew 6:33 WEB But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well.
Our Father in heaven, we thank you the life of Priscilla. Though her body is weakening by the day we know that Jesus Christ came that she may have life abundantly and eternally. We ask that you sanctify and glorily her physically ailing body to your purposes. Help us to remember the glorious and powerful body that you have prepared for her in heaven when we see her. Let us remember that this world, her temporary body, and life belong to Satan. Soon after the destruction of her earthly body and life, she will rule in a glorious natural heavenly body together with God.
We bring your financial struggles before His throne of grace.
Proverbs 30:8-9 WEB Remove far from me falsehood and lies. Give me neither poverty nor riches. Feed me with the food that is needful for me; lest I be full, deny you, and say, 'Who is Yahweh?' or lest I be poor, and steal, and so dishonor the name of my God.
Regarding your difficult workplace situation, we advise you to follow the teachings of Jesus and love your enemy, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, and pray for those who mistreat you (Matthew 5:44 WEB).
Romans 12:18 WEB If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men
To ensure you are in the correct alignment and figuratively standing in the content of Jesus, please remember that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus said that you could ask anything in His name and that He would do it.
John 16:23-24 WEB In that day you will no longer ask me anything. Most certainly I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. Until now, you have asked nothing in my name. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be made full.
If you are asking with the content of your heart not being for the glory of God or standing outside of the contents of Jesus, He will not answer your prayer. If your content is not specifically claiming what is written in His Word, He will not answer your prayer.
Regarding marriage advice, we encourage you not to be anxious about God's timing, but instead to fully surrender to His will and trust that He knows best.
You said that you are asking for a lot, and that is okay. God does not make mistakes, and He has designed a wonderful plan for your life. We are praying with you that your hope and strength are renewed each day, and that you are pleased to give God all of the glory for what transpires for you in life and ultimately in heaven.