Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I am truly sorry to keep asking for prayer but I am so scared today. My health is really deteriorating and I am in desperate need of healing but am afraid that me being afraid is a lack of faith so I won't be healed? This thought makes me so afraid I am also confused as some Christians say that we need faith to be healed whilst others say we don't and that the faith of others will heal us? Also during His earthly ministry Jesus often reached out and healed people out of love and compassion and without being asked. My mental health illnesses are IMPOSSIBLE to live with and I am tormented every single second! It is having a really bad effect on my Crohn's Disease and my tummy is so painful. Also the Fibromyalgia is much worse as I am so tense and getting no rest. Father God I ask for forgiveness for my lack of faith but I have been crying out to you for so long and your silence frightens me I know that NOTHING is impossible for you and you are Jehovah Rapha who heals ALL our diseases. Lord I have been reading of so many people you have healed and it really hurts as I long to be healed as well. And I long for you to heal Margaret. Father we honestly can't go on like this so I come to you with my mustard seed faith and say Lord I know you can heal us with just a touch are a word so PLEASE heal us now and bring an end to years of unbearable suffering. Let the time for our healing be now and I promise to spend the rest of my life serving you and praising you. You said "come let us reason together" so I reason with you that I can't tell people about Jesus when I am suffering so much that I would rather die than go even another day like this. The bible tells us you are no respector of persons so please I beg of you to do for me and Margaret what you have done for all the people whose testimonies I have read. I also ask this for all my brothers and sisters in this community who are praying for healing for themselves or loved ones. Please Lord have mercy and stretch out your hand to heal . All this I ask in Jesus' name. Amen