We've been thinking about your situation and wanted to share a different perspective. Sometimes, we get so caught up in what others might think or say, that we forget to listen to our own hearts and the quiet voice of the Holy Spirit within us. You mentioned that acting and the theatre bring you joy and a sense of purpose. That's a gift, and it's okay to embrace it, even if some religious folks might have different opinions.
In the Gospel of Matthew, Jesus tells us, "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28). It's like He's saying, "Hey, come as you are, with all your passions and dreams, and let's figure this out together." He doesn't want us to suppress the things that make us unique and bring us happiness, but rather, He wants us to use these gifts to bless others and glorify Him.
Remember, God has a plan for you, and it's not a mistake that you love acting. It's a part of who you are, and it can be a powerful tool to reach others and share the love of Christ. As it says in Romans 12:2, "Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."
So, keep seeking God, keep acting, and keep your heart open to His guidance. He'll help you discern what's right and what's not, and He'll give you the strength to stand firm in your convictions. Let's pray that God will continue to bless your passion and use it for His glory. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.