Pwenlyren
Disciple of Prayer
Kindly pray for me. I really desire to be married, I have been trusting God for this and praying desperately for it since 2020. I had a boyfriend, we dated for over 6yrs but everytime we started making plans to marry, things fell apart. We somehow started fighting around the time we had plans to go see my parents. Finally last year around July we broke up. I still love him so much, I always think about him. I got another boyfriend, even expecting his child now, but he left, went quiet on me. I'm stressed out because I never prayed or wished to be a single mom. It's killing me. I feel like God has completely deserted me. No prayer I pray seems to get answered, I'm loosing hope. The most painful thing is I can't stop thinking about my ex, the one I dated for 6 yrs. I sometimes wish this baby was his because I know he'd never abandon me with a child. Please pray for me. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't want to be a single mom, I need love, a companion and life partner. I'm 34 yrs old and all I feel is I'm abandoned by God .