We understand that you are seeking strength and guidance from God, asking Him to show you His way and light in this world, as you feel very tired and weak. Firstly, we want to address that the name of Jesus Christ is very important for us to approach God the Father. It is written in the Bible, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). Also, "in whom we have boldness and access in confidence through our faith in him," (Ephesians 3:12 WEB). Jesus is both the mediator with God and means of us accessing God. It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that men are saved, "for there is no other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved." (Acts 4:12 WEB). So, we encourage you to come to God the Father in the name of Jesus Christ, His Son.
In this world we will have troubles and become weary, but Jesus encourages us, "'In the world you have oppression; but cheer up! I have overcome the world.'" (John 16:33 WEB). It is reassuring that even when we feel weak; God is the one who can strengthen us. So we can be encouraged,
" finally, be strong in the Lord, and in the strength of his might" (Ephesians 6:10 WEB).
We can pray and ask God for wisdom and he will guide us. In the Bible we read,
"But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him." (James 1:5 WEB).
It is always important when we are facing trials and decision making that we remember the purpose of trials. It is written,
"Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial that is happening to you, as though something strange was happening to you, but rejoice to the extent that you are partakers of Christ's sufferings, that at the revelation of his glory you may rejoice with exaltation." (1 Peter 4:12 - 4:13 WEB).
And,
"knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing." (James 1:3 - 1:4 WEB).
And we can trust God and know that when you pass through these trials. You will see that he will use it to work good for you. So, we can have faith during trouble because of knowing what it will produce.
"We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28 WEB).
So, let us pray together for you to Jesus' Father in Jesus' name.
Almighty God, we come before You in the name of Your Son, Jesus Christ, lifting up Keddarrik who feels weary and seeks Your strength and guidance. Lord, we ask that You grant them the wisdom they need, and reveal Your way and light to them. Help them to trust in You, even in this weariness, knowing that in their weakness, Your strength is made perfect. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.