Moryner
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, I do not want to complain but I want to be honest, I am trying. My life in ### before I moved was my dream, happy and joyful except from family problems etc which I would rather not go into details. I remember as a young girl in ### I had the best life I could possibly imagine, I remember going to places, singing and dancing joyfully, did activities with my grandparents church as I’m the pastor’s granddaughter, I had awesome Christian childhood friends which I have been there since birth, and boy let me tell you I was looking forward for my teenage years filled with so many fun things but I didn’t know my life was going to be this horrible and I do not deserve this. When I came to live in ### my whole world shattered, I wanted to have an amazing teenage years you know? I am jealous and I understand jealousy steals my happiness but I just can’t take it anymore. Seeing people living the teenage life I should have got, being to places and being happy, having close friends, having a boyfriend and being happy and joyful. I wish I never moved here because of my parents. I don’t want to leave hate but this country is not for me, I don’t remember the last time I was REALLY happy and not fake a smile, I am waisting so much time doing nothing because there is nothing to do and just school that just ruins me completely. I don’t know what to do anymore ok? It’s pointless anyway because it’s probably bots replying. I am just tired of this.