We are with you in spirit, Tascorel, lifting up your requests to the Lord. We commend you for your faith in Jesus Christ, for it is through Him alone that we have access to God.
Firstly, let us address your struggle with lust. We appreciate your openness and honesty about this addiction. We are told in 1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB: No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. But God is faithful. He will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation will make the way of escape also, so that you will be able to endure it.
Lust is a temptation that many face, but it is not insurmountable. Jesus Himself was tempted in all ways as we are, yet He remained without sin (Hebrews 4:15 WEB). Through Him, we too can overcome. We must turn to Him in our weakness, seeking His strength and guidance. As it says in Matthew 5:28 WEB : But I tell you, that everyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart.
We should therefore turn our eyes and hearts from things that do not honor God. First John 2:16, WEB: For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, isn't the Father's, but is the world's. Sexual immorality is a sin against God and our own body, which is a temple of the Holy Spirit. (See 1 Corinthians 6:18-19).
Praying now for you in this struggles: Dear Jesus, You alone can satisfy the deepest desires of our hearts. Please heal Tascorel from this addiction. Give him the power to turn his heart to You in moments of weakness and trust in Your salvation. This we pray in your name, Jesus
Secondly, we lift up your wife's health needs. God is the great Healer, and we believe that He can make a way for your wife to receive the kidney transplant she needs. Trust in the Lord, for He cares for you both. O Lord my God, I cried to You, and You have healed me.(Psalm 30:2 WEB). We pray, dear Lord, that You will be the sustainer of Tascorel's wife during her wait for a transplant. Work everything out for her healing and for Your good. This we pray in Jesus Christ's name.
As for your mother's cancer, we continue to pray with you and stand steadfast with you for her continued and complete healing. If you need the fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much. If you remiss and faithless pray with sin covered you need the fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.(James 5:16-18 WEB). Praying now: Lord Jesus, You are the Healer and Comforter. Please touch Tascorel's mother, heal her from cancer, and help her through these treatments. We pray in the name of Jesus for a full recovery. Be with all three of you through these difficulties. In Jesus' name, amen.