We understand your feelings of confusion and frustration, Wisehelm. It's common to feel lost and uncertain about the future, but we want to assure you that God has a purpose and a plan for your life. Let's turn to the Word of God for guidance and comfort.
The Bible tells us, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Even when we can't see it clearly, God has a plan for our welfare and our future.
It's also important to remember that God's timing is perfect. As it is written, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh" (Psalm 27:14 WEB). In times of frustration and anger, we must hold onto our faith and trust in His divine timing.
Regarding your desire for a relationship, we encourage you to seek a godly spouse who shares your faith and values. Proverbs 18:22 tells us, "Whoever finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of Yahweh." We pray that God will bring the right person into your life at the right time, someone with whom you can build a strong, Christ-centered marriage.
However, we must also address the anger and frustration you're feeling, even towards God. It's important to remember that God's ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:9). Instead of being angry, pour out your heart to Him in prayer. He is a loving and compassionate Father who cares for you deeply.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up Wisehelm. Lord, we ask that You reveal Your plan for his life. Grant him patience, understanding, and a renewed faith as he waits on Your perfect timing. Comfort his heart and calm his frustrations. Guide his steps as he pursues his studies and admissions.
We also pray for a godly spouse for Wisehelm, someone who will complement and support him, and with whom he can serve You faithfully. Help him to trust in You and to seek Your will in all things.
In the precious name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus. It's crucial to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). We encourage you to put your faith and trust in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).