WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
This may be the last time I go on here. I feel judged, criticized, etc. I have come a long way, which a lot of people don't understand. The anger and frustration are byproducts of many things. There was a period of time when I felt like I was able to pray and read the Bible daily without distraction from texts, phone calls, or unnecessary issues. I for a long time was religious but didn't know Jesus. So I had stopped the bigger sins but didn't know it was a relationship, not a religion. I do know him now but I struggle with pride and find it hard to love people unconditionally. I was asking for prayer for help with anger and pride, offense, being thin-skinned rather than having people say I'm not saved or that it's sad. The past year has been extremely difficult, and people who I wanted to support or be a comfort either left or were rude or criticized me. I'm sorry, but I thought I could be honest on a prayer site. I didn't mean what I said, but I can't say anything without being picked on. The people I opened up to always got tired of it and either purposely irritated me to see if I had self-control or they left.