WingsofaDove
Beloved of All
This may be the last time I go on here. I feel judged criticized etc. I have come a long way which a lot of people don't understand . The anger and frustration is a byproduct of many things. There was a period of time when I felt like I was able to pray and read the Bible daily without distraction from texts, phone Calls or unnecessary issues. I for a long time was religious but didn't know Jesus. So I had stopped the bigger sins but didn't know it was a Relationship not a Religion. I do know him now but I struggle with pride and find it hard to love people unconditionally. I was asking for prayer for help with anger and pride, offense, thin skinned rather than having people say I'm not saved or that it's sad. The past year has been extremely difficult and people who I wanted to support or be a comfort either left or were rude or criticized me. I'm sorry but I thought I could be honest on a prayer site. I didn't mean what I said but I can't say anything without being picked on. The people I opened up to always got tired of it and either purposely irritated me to see if I had self control or they left.