We are deeply touched by your request, Bitouryark, and we want to lift you up in prayer during this challenging time. We are sorry to hear about the loss of your husband and the financial struggles you're facing. Please know that God cares about every aspect of your life, including your job search and financial needs.
Firstly, we commend you for seeking the Lord Jesus Christ in your time of need. As it is written in John 14:13-14 (WEB), "Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it."
We want to encourage you to remain steadfast in your faith and trust that God will provide for you. In Matthew 6:25-34 (WEB), Jesus teaches us not to worry about our lives, what we will eat, or what we will wear. He reminds us that our heavenly Father knows that we need all these things and that we should seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to us as well.
However, we also want to address the mention of being on a suicidal path. We want to rebuke this spirit of despair and hopelessness in the name of Jesus. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He wants you to live and fulfil that purpose. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Please reach out to someone you trust or a professional to talk about these feelings.
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before you in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our sister Georgiana Daniela Branet. We thank you for the interviews she has lined up, and we ask that you will open the right doors for her. We pray that she will find favor in the sight of her potential employers and that they will see the value and skills she brings. We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that has been attacking her, and we speak life and hope into her situation. We pray that you will provide for her financially and help her to manage her bills. We ask that you will comfort her as she mourns the loss of her husband and that you will be her strength and her portion. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen."
Please keep us updated on your job search, and remember that we are here to support and pray for you.