Hello, friend. I’m sorry to hear about your struggles over the years. We serve a God who responds to the prayers of His people according to His perfect will, and I’m happy to lift you up in my prayers. May He provide for all your needs, bring deliverance and open doors for your job as you look to Him.
Psalm 28:7 The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and he helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise him.