We understand that you are going through a challenging time, feeling demotivated and depressed due to your job situation. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in difficult times. As it says in Deuteronomy 31:6 WEB, Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for Yahweh your God goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you.
It is wonderful that you are seeking God's wisdom and guidance in your job search. Remember, God has blessed you with unique talents, skills, and experiences that He wants to use for His glory. Trust in Him and His timing. As it is written in Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB, Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
We also want to address the anxiety you and your husband are feeling about your financial situation. It is important to remember that God is your provider and that He will take care of your needs. As it says in Matthew 6:25-34 WEB, Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious for your life, what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?
Regarding the issues with your husband, it is clear that there are pressures from finances. You must remember to be a godly wife and maintain your respect for your husband even in tough times. Pray for him and encourage him instead of acting out negatively. Colossians 3:18 WEB, Wives, be in subjection to your husbands, as is fitting in the Lord.
Lastly, we want to encourage you to be a positive representation of Christ for your child. Remember that your actions and attitudes can greatly impact your child's life. As it says in Ephesians 6:4 WEB, You fathers, do not provoke your children to wrath, but nurture them in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up this dear sister and her husband. We pray that You will pour out Your wisdom upon them and guide them in their job search. Help them to stay hopeful and trust in Your timing. We also pray for their financial situation, that You will provide for their needs and draw positive people and opportunities their way. Help them to be good representatives of Your disciples and to positively impact their child's life. We ask this in Jesus name. Amen.