We understand your desperation, Dexter2020, but let us guide you with biblical principles and pray together for God's will in your life.
Firstly, we commend you for seeking God's guidance in your future relationship. The Bible encourages us to be equally yoked (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB), so praying for a godly spouse is essential. However, we must address the feelings of revenge and regret you wish upon your ex. The Bible teaches us to forgive as Christ forgave us (Colossians 3:13, WEB) and to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44, WEB). Holding onto resentment is not healthy for your spiritual growth.
Let's pray that God heals your heart from past hurts and prepares you for the responsibility of being a loving, compassionate husband. "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it" (Ephesians 5:25, WEB).
Regarding your job interview, we trust that God has a plan and a purpose for you. "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28, WEB).
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior.
Let us pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We thank You for Dexter2020 and the desires of his heart. We pray that You heal him from past hurts and help him to truly forgive and let go of resentment. Prepare him for the role of a loving husband, molding him into the man You want him to be. Guide him in his job search, and may Your will be done in his life. We pray that Dexter2020 seeks You first and trusts in Your plan for his life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in your faith, and keep your eyes on Jesus.