Anonymous
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jI am having a most difficult time right now...dealing with handicapped son and his mental issues ...I pray to god that I can't do this unless he helps and then that is not honest I can do this and will do this but it is so hard and I am so tired .. if things would improve faster than they are...if miracles would happen...just am so overwhelmed with what needs to be done and so slowly getting done that it saps all the hope and energy out of you and you forget the many many many things that you are so blessed with and so eternally grateful for... I don't know what to ask for right now but crying does not even seem to help. Thank you for letting me share my problems... another of his doctors other than his primary health dr a neurologist sent home health for more therapy and other care again after they , the home health people coming had dismissed him and the home health people are angry and sullen at coming to help and act hateful..granddaughter wants to rid herself of helping and I know it is not her job but it leaves me alone and I really don't know if I can do it. She is a nurse practitioner... I am many many years away from young and it gets harder to be able to do all that needs done. Sorry I don't have anyone that I would want to tell all this too...church left me in the lurch after we were not able to go anymore and I had to care for husband...no visits, or even phone calls....and we had been members there since 1976 and tithed and taught and attended and the whole SBC bit....they just don't care for their old people....fact and not just my thoughts.