Thynalth
Disciple of Prayer
Jflynn. Deliverance from sexual sin, is appears deeply rooted. I truly belief I have forgiven someone who molested me as a child but I’ve allowed strongholds to form. I feel I also love what I hate here. So hard to break misaligned sexuality. I dream of a restored healthy sexual relationship with my wife. God has been so good to me, but I destroy myself here. He has blessed me with talents I feel I don’t deserve but I still use them with a spirit of excellence in my work. He has given me past dreams and visions which have somewhat ceased. I think there is a small part of me rooted in nurture. I feel part of me, wants to see how far I go before he stops loving me ( this is dangerous but as much as I love others) I have a confusing nature of destructing myself. I know he has great plans for me but understanding and management of these roadblocks would allow me to walk in freedom and closer with Christ. I feel like a constant failure in this area eventhough I rebuke it, I seem to through action invite it back.