NeedGodsLove44
Beloved Servant
Jesus please make my husband change. I cannot handle him anymore if he doesn't. His smoking and lazy lifestyle/addiction have become unbearable. I have certainly dealt with way more than my share and it is time for a change. 15 years has proved nothing except me trying to do everything and pretend it's OK, but it's not and he doesn't care. And if he leaves, he can't be so all-or-nothing and not have anything to do with out son. That is not fair and I would still allow him to see him. But this cannot go on the way it is! He has destroyed everything in my life, including my car, the house, my finances, my physical and mental health. Please let my son understand we have to get away from him. This isn't fair to us. We deserve better. Let us find a way to amicably work this out, because things can't go on the way they are. Also, please heal my ear. It still hurts. Thank you Jesus, Amen.