needhelpsobad48
Beloved of All
Jesus please help nothing is going right...absolutely nothing..everything is broken, bugs in house, no money, can't pay anything, health problems, and my husband is being cruel/not dealing with any of the stress, pointing the finger at me, and I think is having an affair because he is all dressed up all of a sudden and buying shoes and fancy clothes when we have no money and getting ready to be evicted. He says it is for his job, and he has to keep his job no matter what, which is understandable, but I am still upset. I am extremely depressed, my appearance is bad right now too because I am so stressed out, in bad health, and feel like losing my mind, so I guess I can't blame him if he was. But when I do try to fix myself up, too, he says I "don't look right" and that is absurd! I have a right to look good, too! Please pray for a miracle. Please let me figure out what to do about the rent and the landlord, especially since my husband only gives me part of his money to pay it, and won't get involved dealing with the eviction at all. He probably has somewhere else to go and that is why he is treating me and our son the way that he does. He is heartless. Please let him have a heart and help do something, get another job or something! I am trying my hardest to get an at-home job, but I cannot work because I have to take care of our autistic son. Please let something change. My phone also broke, and I desperately need a new one, and my son is asking for food all the time and we cannot afford his huge appetite, and it is so hot right now and we have no air conditioning. I just don't even want to go on, please let something change! I am grateful to be alive, but it is not a good life. Please help me, Jesus, Amen.