Jesus lost all hopes only sadness loniless and negativety...i did so much good for so many people and raised others children's so well but all betrayed me..when i turn back i can c only my debts,flaws mistakes and regret..Nothing left no slef respect and no happiness..I have nothing to secure for my child completely fallen in debts and emis..Sgiw some mercy Jesus don't know i will face everything and everytime