Dear one , we cannot go by our feelings , as Christians we walk by faith . The enemy is making you feel this way , do NOT let him win , this should let you know that the Lord has great plans for your future and the enemy wants to destroy you . All of us have struggles in this life , do NOT make your problems bigger than God , NOTHING is impossible with Him . Whatever you are going through right now WILL pass , keep your eyes on Jesus , He is our hope ! Blessings