Anonymous
Beloved of All
Jesus, I feel like You really changed my life up pretty violently lately. I wanted something holy from You, and instead of marriage You gave me a snake who cheated on me, and You also allowed his plans to prosper in his hand of deceiving me for an extended period. Why are You allowing me to be put at the mouths of dogs? Why does it say what Father gives to his son a snake if he asks for a fish if when I ask for a fish that is exactly what You do? I asked and prayed over and through this marriage many times. I was fulfilling my duties, and thinking about my vows.
God, what I desire in Christ for in a husband is this: literally one You made him for me and me for him. Somebody who is not just beautiful but also full of grace like how my soul sometimes sees Jesus Himself. Someone who has also the mystery of God in them, so that we can share in that mystery together. God, I do not know why when I was seeking a marriage in You I encountered such a person as this who I was two weeks before the altar with, before finding out of their adultery. I have told my soul the next thing Christ has planned for me must be AWESOME. Friends have told me that I dodged a bullet, but I have kept Your word close to my heart and it is the only thing saving me.
God, I am ready now for my husband - let him stand out to me finally who ever he is. I am ready for bliss, Jesus - because I know You are not unrighteous and cruel. I believe in You God, and I want the right person in my life and I know You do too. I am praying for miracles coming up, Jesus Christ, in all kinds of ways. Romantically, financially, spiritually, physically, musically, and daily in all kinds of things I do at work. I know that prayer works, and I feel I need the presence of angels and ministers of the Spirit of God, also - I know that You Jesus have angels, and I do not know why You seem to send them so seldom.
Thank you for praying for me, and Amen in Jesus name.
God, what I desire in Christ for in a husband is this: literally one You made him for me and me for him. Somebody who is not just beautiful but also full of grace like how my soul sometimes sees Jesus Himself. Someone who has also the mystery of God in them, so that we can share in that mystery together. God, I do not know why when I was seeking a marriage in You I encountered such a person as this who I was two weeks before the altar with, before finding out of their adultery. I have told my soul the next thing Christ has planned for me must be AWESOME. Friends have told me that I dodged a bullet, but I have kept Your word close to my heart and it is the only thing saving me.
God, I am ready now for my husband - let him stand out to me finally who ever he is. I am ready for bliss, Jesus - because I know You are not unrighteous and cruel. I believe in You God, and I want the right person in my life and I know You do too. I am praying for miracles coming up, Jesus Christ, in all kinds of ways. Romantically, financially, spiritually, physically, musically, and daily in all kinds of things I do at work. I know that prayer works, and I feel I need the presence of angels and ministers of the Spirit of God, also - I know that You Jesus have angels, and I do not know why You seem to send them so seldom.
Thank you for praying for me, and Amen in Jesus name.