tina1
Beloved of All
Jesus I am being crushed by the guilt of harming my husband's lungs by having been so stressed and devastated by my work situation especially during the month of Dec., his next breathing tests and dr's appointment is in March but the devastation I experienced in Dec. stressed him out so much there is no way it did not impact his healing, Lord what do I do? I can't turn back the clock and I was so traumatized I could not contain it. It is also not over or resolved yet and so the stress is ongoing, I may need to make big work related decisions at the end of Feb. which would be just before his appointment Jesus what do I do? It tears me up inside and I have no control over this, Jesus what do I do if I thwart or worsen his healing? If his lung diffusion capacity stays the same or gets worse I don't know what I will do, I will be 100% to blame...Jesus please help me I am beside myself it is all my fault I am sorry I was so traumatized and could not contain it Jesus I harmed him please forgive me I cannot live with this guiltย
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