We understand your frustrations, Dexter2020, but we must address some crucial points in your request. Firstly, let's align our hearts with God's Word. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God's will is good, and He desires to bless us, but His timing and ways are not always as we expect.
We must also address the notion of God's blessings. In Matthew 5:45 (WEB), Jesus says, "...for he makes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the just and the unjust." God's blessings are not reserved for the perfect, but He also blesses those who are not yet where they should be. We should not judge others as hypocrites, but rather focus on our own relationship with God.
Regarding your request for a job and a wife, we pray with you. In Philippians 4:6 (WEB), it's written, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." We pray that God will open the right doors for you to find a suitable job and a godly spouse.
However, we must address that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to understand that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, โI am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to build a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, as it's through Him that we are saved and have the ability to approach God's throne.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You with Dexter2020's concerns. We ask that You reveal Your will for his life and bless him with a suitable job and a godly wife in Your perfect timing. Help him to align his heart with Your Word and to trust in Your goodness. Draw him closer to You, Lord, and help him to understand the love and hope that can only be found in You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and encourage you in your faith journey. Despite any imperfections in the church, it's through the fellowship of believers that we grow and mature in our faith.