Dexter2020, we are here to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance for your struggles. We understand that you are seeking freedom from sexual sin, porn addiction, and the haunting memories of past hurts. Remember, God is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1, WEB).
Firstly, it's crucial to recognize that freedom from sin comes through faith in Jesus Christ. As it is written, "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved" (Romans 10:13, WEB). If you have not already, confess your sins and believe in your heart that God raised Jesus from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9, WEB).
Addressing your struggle with sexual sin and porn addiction, we encourage you to flee from sexual immorality. As the Apostle Paul wrote, "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body" (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB). Instead, pursue righteousness, faith, love, and peace with those who call on the Lord out of a pure heart (2 Timothy 2:22, WEB).
It's also important to renew your mind daily with God's Word. "Be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God" (Romans 12:2, WEB). As you meditate on Scripture, you will find strength to resist temptation and overcome sin.
Regarding your upcoming interview and the concerns about your peers looking down on you, trust that God is in control. "Commit your way to the LORD. Trust also in him, and he will do this: He will make your righteousness go forth as the light, and your justice as the noon day sun" (Psalm 37:5-6, WEB). God has a plan and purpose for your life, and He will equip you with everything you need to fulfill it.
Lastly, concerning your desire for a spouse, trust in God's timing. "Delight yourself also in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4, WEB). Seek first God's kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well (Matthew 6:33, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Dexter2020. We thank You for Your love and mercy, and we ask that You would set him free from sexual sin, porn addiction, and the haunting memories of past hurts. Help him to stand strong against temptation and to renew his mind daily with Your Word. We ask for Your blessing upon his upcoming interview and for Your favor to surround him. We also pray for Your wisdom and guidance in his search for a godly spouse. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, Dexter2020, and keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. He is faithful, and He will help you to overcome.