Jehovah Father, I try so hard to understand why ...

[andi323]

Jehovah Father, I try so hard to understand why my life has to be such a struggle with so much pain and loss in it. I try so hard to have faith. But all the walls are falling in on me and I do not think I can go much further. I've lost so many people I love, I've been thrown away by first my husband and now by the man I love so much and was planning to spend the rest of my life with. I have no car, no money, no one to turn to just to be held for a awhle. I have court issues coming up that could possibly send me to prison. I will lose my job, then I will lose everything. I've let my chldren down, I've let myself down, I have let You down. My heart is so broken, Lord, it is so very, very,very broken. Is there anything good and hopeful to believe in, to wait for? How much pain can a soul bear before crumbling? Please please please please, Jesus, please make this better. If I could I would. There is just so much pain. I can only cry, I cannot pray. Why have I lost everything? Why am I not even allowed the love and support from the person I love so much? What is wrong with me, Father? What is wrong with me that I lose everything, that those I love will not stay? I've never seen the good side of love, Father, all I know of love is unfaithfulness, disloyalty, broken hearts and broken promises. All I know for certain about love is that it does fail. Please, if I am to be rescued, do it now before I go under. Please touch my sister and heal her and be with my brother-in-law as he battles both this crisis with my sister and losing his own brother yesterday. You are a God of hope. I have none. Please send to me some of Yours.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[jojosymon]

Lord please hear this prayer - Amen

 

[SwoldyMghee]

Do not look at your struggles, but look to God. I am so sorry to hear about this. We all have a hard way to go in life. Life is about challenges, trials and tribulations. There will always be tests of faith in God. Stand strong in Gods word and continue to pray and get closer to God. This is what he wants us to do. Put him first no matter what problems you face. I lost my wife to separation, the place I used to call home and my friend died all about the same time. Before all that, my heart wasn't right with God, but now it is. Through all of my struggles, I have put God first. I have complete blind faith in the Lord that he will work miracles and open doors of opportunity in my life because he has a plan for all of us. We may not see it, but be patient. There's nothing easy about living everyday, but God will always be there for us even when we don't feel his presence. Continue to press on and open yourself to him. Run to him. Turn away from sin and set your sights on Jesus. The narrow path to walk with God will be the hardest thing we do. Its the path less traveled. God will never leave or forsake you. Have faith. Ask for guidance, wisdom and listen to God. When the holy spirit us tugging at you, follow him. Do the right thing everyday. Never take anyone or anything for granted. Do unto others as you want done u to you. Since I've given myself back to Jesus, he has blessed me with love, grace, peace and a very soft and open heart to help others the way he has helped me. I will pray for you. I have before and will do it again. Focus on God and nothing else. Watch what happens in your life. May God, the son and the holy spirit be with you in time of need. Hang in there.

 

[FROMWOUNDEDNESS]

Father in heaven, God of power and Lord of mercy, from Whose fullness we have received, direct our steps in our every day efforts. May the changing moods of the human heart and the limits which our failings impose on hope never blind us to You, source of every good. Faith gives us the promise of peace and makes known the demands of love. Remove the selfishness that blurs the vision of faith. Amen.



Slow me down, Lord. Ease the pounding of my heart by the quieting of my mind. Steady my hurried pace with a vision of the eternal reach of time. Give me, amid the confusion of the day, the calmness of the everlasting hills. Break the tensions of my nerves and muscles with the soothing music of the singing streams that live in my memory. Help me to know the magical, restoring power of sleep. Teach me the art of taking minute vacations---of slowing down to look at a flower, to chat with a friend, to pat a dog, to read a few lines from a good book.



Remind me each day of the fable of the hare and the tortoise, that I may know that the race is not always to the swift---that there is more to life than increasing its speed. Let me look upward into the branches of the towering oak and know that it grew great and strong because it grew slowly and well. Slow me down, Lord, and inspire me to send my roots deep into the soil of life's enduring values that I may grow toward the stars of my greater destiny. Amen.

http://2heartsnetwork.org/despair.htm

If you run out of words to saay.....remember God is still there in your silence

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[andi323]

I've had to be so strong for so long.I was strong for Ben when he was going through a lot of pain and loss. I was there for him every second. Why have I spent the past 5 months going thru the worst thing that's happened to me alone? Why am I alone in an empty house tonight with my pain and fear? God truly has stripped me of almost everything. I feel the spiritual attacks intensifying but I don't know why. I'm just me, who I've always been, I'm nothing for satan to feel threatened by. I hurt so much tonight.

 

[faithope]

1
I cried out to God for help;



I cried out to God to hear me.


2
When I was in distress, I sought the Lord;



at night I stretched out untiring hands,



and I would not be comforted.


3
I remembered you, God, and I groaned;



I meditated, and my spirit grew faint.


4
You kept my eyes from closing;



I was too troubled to speak.


5
I thought about the former days,



the years of long ago;


6
I remembered my songs in the night.



My heart meditated and my spirit asked:


7
“Will the Lord reject forever?



Will he never show his favor again?


8
Has his unfailing love vanished forever?



Has his promise failed for all time?


9
Has God forgotten to be merciful?



Has he in anger withheld his compassion?â€


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7
Hear, O Lord,
when
I cry with my voice!


Have mercy also upon me, and answer me.


8


Then You said,
“Seek My face,â€


My heart said to You, “Your face, Lord, I will seek.


13
I would have lost heart,
unless I had believed


That I would see the goodness of the Lord


In the land of the living.



14
Wait on the Lord;
Be of good courage,
And He shall strengthen your heart;
Wait, I say, on the Lord!
-
Psalm 77 and 27

 

[zoryrrs]

You keep saying Ben this Ben that, why does God do this to me, I'm sorry Andi but he doesn't as long as you don't let go of all this negative attitude it will be very hard for God to help your blocking his work. When you pray to God and ask for something to be done you need to tell him you're ready to let go of everything accept your circumstances if you did wrong because you mentioned court coming up and job loss then Andi be strong and accept the outcome and tell God that you accept his will in your life, God has something planned for you you just need to let go of everything and everyone and truly love God. That's when you will start seeing the blessing in your life. I don't know what else to tell you but from experience I'm telling you this stop saying everything's wrong in your life, one if my brother's is going to be deported and were so close my parents separated 5 yrs ago and more upsetting situations in my life and I've accepted them. God has something awesome for my life and I'm waiting for it with open arms..

 

[fullofgrace]

Psalm 5:1-4

Give ear to my words, O Lord,

Consider my meditation.

Give heed to the voice of my cry,

My King and my God,

For to You I will pray.

My voice You shall hear in the morning, O Lord;

In the morning I will direct it to You,

And I will look up.

For You are not a God who takes pleasure in wickedness,

Nor shall evil dwell with You.

 

[jack]

Prayed for you.