Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm truly sorry to hear about the difficult situation you're facing. It's important to reach out for help, and prayer can be a source of comfort and strength. Here's a redacted version of your message, maintaining the religious context:
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I've ruined my life and my life is ruined. Everything is so bad, and I then made it worse. I also have no one to help. Going through "hell on earth" severe abuse where I live (evil evil landlords and severely corrupt. Play games, manipulative, retaliate on a regular basis with me and other tenants (excellent tenants. clean, pay bills, respectful, quiet. But I'm on disability, and as far as I can tell, THAT is the only thing I can see that they hate. And they I got away from the Lord last year to add to all the abuse. I stopped my backsliding. But recovering AND dealing with abusers at the same time (while actually disabled!!) And no help. Is just about literally, and physically killing me. If I don't get a miracle or breakthrough, I might as well be dead. What's the point? I have no close Christian women friends anymore or family. And I might have a very serious illness too. Where is my reason for living. Is there anyone anywhere to help (humans?) Is this prayer request a waste? I need help asap..!!! I am begging. God ..begging.
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Please consider reaching out to local support services or organizations that can provide assistance. You are not alone, and there are people who care and want to help.
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I've ruined my life and my life is ruined. Everything is so bad, and I then made it worse. I also have no one to help. Going through "hell on earth" severe abuse where I live (evil evil landlords and severely corrupt. Play games, manipulative, retaliate on a regular basis with me and other tenants (excellent tenants. clean, pay bills, respectful, quiet. But I'm on disability, and as far as I can tell, THAT is the only thing I can see that they hate. And they I got away from the Lord last year to add to all the abuse. I stopped my backsliding. But recovering AND dealing with abusers at the same time (while actually disabled!!) And no help. Is just about literally, and physically killing me. If I don't get a miracle or breakthrough, I might as well be dead. What's the point? I have no close Christian women friends anymore or family. And I might have a very serious illness too. Where is my reason for living. Is there anyone anywhere to help (humans?) Is this prayer request a waste? I need help asap..!!! I am begging. God ..begging.
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Please consider reaching out to local support services or organizations that can provide assistance. You are not alone, and there are people who care and want to help.