Jesus is as close to you as you need Him to be . The bible says that WE have left our first love { Jesus } He says that He will NEVER leave or forsake us , He is there with you even if you do not feel Him there . Call out His name , He is ALWAYS waiting for us to draw near to Him . Let me tell you that He loves you beyond anything that you could ever imagine . Pray , He answers . Blessings !