Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've lost much enthusiasm for exercise. Exercising stresses me out. I want to do something I don't have to think so much like dance or bicycle I guess. I don't like thinking about reps and form and if I'm doing this or that right or if some workouts won't get me the results I want and will be more time wasted. I get so worried about all those other variables and can't enjoy exercise much. I used to walk a lot and don't as much anymore. I need to lose my double chin though, and I want to maintain a youthful appearance. I want to maintain the curves while tone up. I want to be desirable to be married and not get cheated on, and I'm not even fat, but I live in a city centered around a big college with lots of athletic in shape women. I'm not feeling as good about my body. The university I used to go to years ago didn't have as many in-shape people as this city though there were a lot there too. There seemed to be more people who didn't spend so much time running, going to the gym, and living that life. It seems to be quite the norm here.