Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've been suffering from depression and anxiety disorder for more than 4-5 years. For around a year I felt okay and healed through prayers. But now with my final year in University, with all the pressure from the research and fear of having to work in a stressful place for my internship, triggered the anxious feelings again to the point I feel like giving up everything and just focus on my peace of mind. But i also know it's a waste to drop out of university in this very last stage, but still i feel too pressured. i get nightmares each time i sleep and wake up feeling nauseous and trembling. It's so hard to focus on any simple daily task with these kinds of feelings. I pray everyday and I do see improvements and thank God for all that. But i still have continuous nightmares and it makes me feel scared and anxious again. Please pray for me that i will be able to recover soon and be the same cheerful person i was before and that i would be able to stop worrying about the research and internship, being able to successfully complete them all and find a job at a peaceful environment