Inach
Disciple of Prayer
I’ve been out of a relationship for two years but haven’t been able to shake the depression and grief of ending it. It wasn’t until recently that we’ve decided to end all communication, which was not my idea. The entire 6 years I was in the relationship I gave it all I had. Countless times I probably should have walked away but I couldn’t. Children were involved and I had become attached. I am desperately fighting every single day with my feelings. My heart is broken and my mind doesn’t stop racing. I have moments where I can’t eat, my mind constantly thinks of her, I can’t focus, I wait to see if I’ll hear from her, and I cannot get any rest or peace. I know that I deserved better but I am stuck in this heart break/grief stage. I find myself upset with God because I’m praying for these feelings to leave constantly and they won’t. I see her enjoying her life and I’m miserable at home wondering why I wasn’t enough and why I’m still dealing with the heartache. I need prayer with help letting go and gaining peace of mind. I can’t stay in this broken place. I’ve lost myself. I pray, I read, I beg God to help me but I feel like my prayers have fallen on deaf ears. Please, touch and agree with me for total restoration of my mind, body, and spirit.