bgp954
Disciple of Prayer
I've been having problems since day one. I came to America at 14 months old. all I know is America. and on September 11 2001 when i was suppost to start my life at the age of 18, my life changed forever. After that date I wasn't able to do anything, wasn't able to get a drivers license, wasn't able to get the ID, wasn't able to find a job or go to any school because of my situation. I live my life trying to create a status for myself but later on they tried to put me in deportation proceeding. I believe God has pushed the preceding all the way to the time of the earthquake in Haiti, which gave me a chance to get that preceding overturned in court. But I am still not a resident or a citizen and still am unable to become one. but this is not the biggest problem for me. During those years I was diagnosed with glaucoma which is a disease that causes you to go blind. December 2013 I woke up with severe vision loss and it's been bothering me ever since I've been through a lot in my life wasn't able to live it the way I wanted but I don't blame anything on God and I thank him for giving me what I do have. But this is the straw that broke the camels back.. I've been extremely depressed, and everybody I know usually comes to me for advice and spiritual guidance and right now I'm not even suitable to give myself any spiritual guidance.. I know that there are people going through problems in life but if it's possible if anything is possible that God proclaim in his word he would be able to guide me through this and heal me from the problems that I have in my life. My mind has strayed so far that I was looking online to see if God really here is my prayer. And I ran into this website. I don't know what will happen but I pray that someone can reach God for me if I'm not suitable to reach him. I have live my life according to God's will I don't know why I am so weak at this moment I just feel like all the pressure that I've been holding back has finally push me to the point of losing my faith.. Please if you guys can just pray for me cause I really believe in prayer.. pray for me in this situation it would be something that I really would appreciate thank you and don't feel bad for me because there are various people doing worse, but just pray for me