rcart83
Disciple of Prayer
Ive been away from God for so long by choice. Now its possible I may become a father with a woman I'm not even in a relationship with. Please Jesus forgive me for stupidity. I am truly so terrified out of my mind that I can sleep or eat or focus on life. Ive never been married and its been years sonce I was in a relationship. I know I'm responsible and I'm not trying to run but I'm trying to help my parents move and go with to another state plus I just got a decent job a few months ago after making barely a 100 dollars a week. The woman I've mentioned is now 10 days late on her period and I've been talking with her and we're both very scared. She already has a daughter and lives with her parents. I'm 33 and she's 30. All I can think of is being broke, not being able to go with my parents like we had all planned for 2 years and possibly going to jail for not being able to pay. I'm not trying to shirk responsibility or run but ive never been in trouble in my life and I feel like there is no hope left. My parents have no idea and neither do hers since she hasn't tested yet. It's pure agony and I feel completely helpless. I know I've been a complete idiot and I'm not looking for sympathy but I'm just at the end of my rope. God please dont let her be pregnant.