Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've been alone for so, so long, and I'm sick of being alone.
I work so hard and I never seem to get anywhere in life.
I'm tired of being challenged and burdened. I can't take anymore. Just when I think I'm getting back to 'normal' from the last upheaval, something else happens to throw me back down again. I really, really need something happen in my life, I need something positive, and something to make me smile again. I haven't had a reason to smile in so very long. I really try to pray, and I try to prayer for other people. But it just seems like when I pray, things just seem to get worse. I want someone to love me, I want to be worth something to someone at work. I want to be a happy, whole person again. I know I've been a sinner, but anything I've done is really no where near some of the things I hear in the news, or from other people. Why does God keep letting things happen to me over an over again without any let-up or some happiness? I want a reason to be happy again.
I work so hard and I never seem to get anywhere in life.
I'm tired of being challenged and burdened. I can't take anymore. Just when I think I'm getting back to 'normal' from the last upheaval, something else happens to throw me back down again. I really, really need something happen in my life, I need something positive, and something to make me smile again. I haven't had a reason to smile in so very long. I really try to pray, and I try to prayer for other people. But it just seems like when I pray, things just seem to get worse. I want someone to love me, I want to be worth something to someone at work. I want to be a happy, whole person again. I know I've been a sinner, but anything I've done is really no where near some of the things I hear in the news, or from other people. Why does God keep letting things happen to me over an over again without any let-up or some happiness? I want a reason to be happy again.