hatingliars
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It's right now my biggest wish for these two ppl to be forever gone from my life, as of this month. I have no desire whatsoever to be ever associated with them again. I want to start my life over clean - with new and better ppl - without certain ones from the past continually dragging me down. They're like dregs I want to clean out of my cup. I've had it with their hypocritical behaviour, delusional thinking, and maddening words. Their ENDLESS lies most of all. That has been and is gonna be their undoing for sure. It's already the reason for the end of our connection. God is not gonna bless you, as long as you're living like that. Whatever you ask for. You've already lost one thing for life and that's my friendship. Of course, whether you listen or not is up to you. At least my hands are clean. I will never understand your stupidity - I have said again and again I have ZERO INTEREST (while knowing you - your character - like the back of my hand) but you treat my words as meaningless. Yeah, keep all the details of the past to yourself. I don't want even that anymore, if it means I can live a liar-free life. The moment I lost my remaining desire for the truth of the past, which is about today, you also lost any possibility of a friendship renewal. It doesnt mean the truth isnt important; no, it means that's just how much I dislike the pair of you. And no, stop fooling yourself regarding your "love". Even if it is love, it's the most selfish kind ever, and any right-minded person wouldn't want it. Certainly not me. It's pretty incredible what you dare to even hope, after everything. And pretty disgusting. Have a good life with your lies. I have no room for them - or you. After everything you've done and all the harm you caused, this is me being as polite as I can be despite all the anger and disgust I've had to endure. Before you go on about my being mean blah blah, examine your own lying moronic self.
As for me, I have better brothers to go to - those I like 100 times more. And when I meet the real hanson one day, I'll be sure to tell them what you did. I'll never let you go scot free in this life, without confession and repentance. But you've lost even that chance to redeem yourself. For all my life, you'll just remain a pair of cowardly, selfish, deceitful, insulting, irritating, disloyal frogs. At least my guy is slowly becoming a prince. Without you starring as villains, hopefully in my life I just might be a princess with a happy ending. Which is well-deserved after meeting you and what you put me through. I do hope you both grow up; or else I'd feel very sorry for your future wives. However harsh my words might be, it's nothing to what my life was dragged through 'cause of your lies. Lies you insist on never owning. Very well. You keep your lies; you lose me. You already lost me as a greater friend, in my heart, long ago. Now you've lost me as a sister, also. I'm sure God can send you somebody else as an object of obsession, which is all I ever was. If you really cared about me even as a person, you would have told me the truth of the past I asked for. Your time is up. I've given it for too long. I pray God has mercy on me and removes you both from my life for good. You're already outta my heart.
Thinking of your continuing disgusting actions and words caused my anger to return so many times, even in the last couple of days, and affected my praying - resulting in more deaths and horrid happenings in other lives that could've been prevented. That's it. It'd benefit not only me but the whole world for my life to be free of you. Stop living in your fantasy. I have nothing but pity and disgust for you. You should have listened to my words. From my entire heart, I want to say farewell.
As for me, I have better brothers to go to - those I like 100 times more. And when I meet the real hanson one day, I'll be sure to tell them what you did. I'll never let you go scot free in this life, without confession and repentance. But you've lost even that chance to redeem yourself. For all my life, you'll just remain a pair of cowardly, selfish, deceitful, insulting, irritating, disloyal frogs. At least my guy is slowly becoming a prince. Without you starring as villains, hopefully in my life I just might be a princess with a happy ending. Which is well-deserved after meeting you and what you put me through. I do hope you both grow up; or else I'd feel very sorry for your future wives. However harsh my words might be, it's nothing to what my life was dragged through 'cause of your lies. Lies you insist on never owning. Very well. You keep your lies; you lose me. You already lost me as a greater friend, in my heart, long ago. Now you've lost me as a sister, also. I'm sure God can send you somebody else as an object of obsession, which is all I ever was. If you really cared about me even as a person, you would have told me the truth of the past I asked for. Your time is up. I've given it for too long. I pray God has mercy on me and removes you both from my life for good. You're already outta my heart.
Thinking of your continuing disgusting actions and words caused my anger to return so many times, even in the last couple of days, and affected my praying - resulting in more deaths and horrid happenings in other lives that could've been prevented. That's it. It'd benefit not only me but the whole world for my life to be free of you. Stop living in your fantasy. I have nothing but pity and disgust for you. You should have listened to my words. From my entire heart, I want to say farewell.