Shathesca
Humble Servant
It's possible. It's necessary. It's me. The reason I'm here is there's a calling on my life. I'm challenging myself. I have the power in me to do more than I've ever done. I have been mistreated and have been through losses and attacked but I haven't given up on myself or on God. I am lonely for my wife Allie. I miss her and my mom and my sister. I've lost so much that I love. I've been homeless and cold but I've seen people with way less than me. I've witnessed so much horrible situations. But this experience has taught me so much. It's taught me about the value of love. Just simple love for another person. Kindness and compassion and communication. Jesus came to me and he was gentle and very similar to my best friend. I just silently told myself it was him. But something entered my spirit. I cried and cried for help. I am ready for more. I hunger for the voice of God. It came to me in the night. Early in the morning. I felt a presence. I felt him in my heart. I forgive my enemies but they were not enemies. They were just versions of God teaching me. They were power teachers. Telling me how to grow spiritually. I had to learn how to develop my skills to focus on God. Praying constantly. I am in faith. I went to sacred places and I prayed for those that attacked me. I had to learn to detach myself from my ego. I had to embrace being alone in my life but I discovered myself. I expect to see God. Praying for God's mind to merge with my mind. I had to learn to give my things to those in need. Resilience Resilience Resilience. But it was just a request from God. You will be asked to do the impossible only to discover that it is possible. If you're in faith you can do anything you have to. My comeback is coming alive. I have greatness in me. I will forever love my wife Allie. She will heal. My heart is strong. If I can do it so can you. My goal is to encourage people to see what is possible in their life. You have greatness in you. It happened for me nit to me. Go after what you want! Overcome hardship. I love you so much. Reach out. I will help you get back to yourself. You are perfect. Start today. You are who you've been looking for. Amen