Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me Jacob, Intercede for me. I’m on edge tonight just not being a good night guys. Satan is in my head I feel this strange presence on my head it causing so much pressure and I know it’s them because it’s there evil presence they come with in my head. There’re hurting me and man this is nearly taken its last toll. Lord knows I’m so on edge. They are actually hurting me now. How is this my daily life, I don’t know how God expects me to live like this? Pray God will get Satan off my head. Pray God will truly reveal himself to me! I try not to be envious over other people experience with the Lord, but man it happens to everyone else and never to me. How am I a true believer for 6 years and still haven’t experienced any of what the Bible speaks of? It makes no sense. It just feels like God isn’t in a hurry to reveal himself to me. I mean that is fine if that is how he feels. Honestly who knows anymore. My life is horrible I’m so freaking chained to the enemy and can’t do crap. Can’t go to church I can’t do anything I need to do because of being attacked. God knows my struggles he sees this yet it won’t change. Father in the Name of Jesus, I don’t understand how can I never experience Your presence and You’re Love why am I not good enough? Why is all people good enough yet me I beg you for these things and nothing! You see I’m beyond frustrated and sfill nothing changes. I guess one day maybe You’ll see me. I feel 100 percent over looked by You Lord and it makes me feel so bad about myself! I long for change I long to sense Your presence in my room. But nada nothing! Makes no sense. I’m sorry Lord but I don’t get it. Please reveal Yourself! In Jesus Name I pray. Amen and Amen.