Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me Jacob, intercede for me. Guys today has not been that good of a day. I have felt demons molesting me all day. It really takes its toll. I’m trying not to give up hope in things changing. So far things haven’t changed. It’s pointless to ever seek deliverance ever again because I have had several since last year. Nothing works! I just wish my life was different. I honestly don’t know what to do anymore.all I can do is lay in my bed and do nothing. There is nothing. Can’t go to church, can’t properly do anything because Satan and his attacks in my life are so bad! God is allowing it so must not matter. Nothing happens without God allowing it. He knows I can’t take anymore but yet they continue coming. I was sitting and thinking if a magical door openers up in my room and offered me a new life to live but I had to erase all my moments of my family and stuff is my happiness and having sound mind free of attacks would that be worth not remembering my family? It truly isn’t! I love my family. Pray God will lift these attacks off of me. These demons continue putting dirty images of naked people in my mind. I was watching a movie last night and it’s creepy when before my eyes the peoples clothes were gone. It truly looked like it was happening. I know it wasn’t but why is this kind of stuff happening? I don’t get it? Lord I just want my life to get better! Father in the Name of Jesus, I’m believing You will stop this attacks and deliver me rom all these demons. I’m believing Your are gonna bring much healing to my body and my life. Father give me eyes to see to truly see, give me ears to hear, so I can hear You. Curl/Tame my tongue when I am about to speak anything afoul Lord. Father I know things have to eventually have to change give me strength till that happens. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.