Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me Jacob. Intercede for me. Guys the enemy is really attacking my throat and esophagus he’s making me feel like I’m choking in a horrible way. Just can tell this is Satan doing it. I’m believing in healing in Jesus name. I’m truly believing God is healing my throat and sinuses. I have to believe that. I use to be able to sing beautifully I had a wide range for a guy could hit pretty high notes at one time. Satan has taken that completely away from me. I can’t sing now my throat fills up with phlegm mid ways through a note while singing and it sounds like I’m gargling for my life. It is so sad, I feel like my throat sounds the way it does when you hear things swimming under the ocean that gargling watery sound. Clearly something is wrong but the drs look at me like I’m crazy and nothing is wrong. More lies from the enemy! I can’t swallow at all. Food doesn’t go down. I’m always in fear I’m gonna choke to death on food. This has taken its toll on me. I have to believe God is gonna do a turn around on my life. Surely this isn’t the way it will always be? 2024 has been horrible I have not even got to enjoy the new year. My whole year has been attacks from demons. I don’t take blood pressure meds now because it was making my throat feel so bad so I had to stop taking it. I pray this crap don’t push me into having a stroke or heart attack. Pray I sleep without any attacks tonight also. Father in the Name of the Lord Jesus Christ, Father You see my struggles You see my agony Lord. Please Lord repair my throat fully so I can’t go back to church. I no longer can be around ppl I am home bound with demons around me. I have no life and wonder how can my life just stay like this? I don’t get it. I want well I desire a life free of these types of sexual attacks. I long to be able to get back to my life. I’m almost 40 in October and I feel like I don’t have much time left in my life. I’ve always known I won’t live to see 50! I’ve always known I’d die young. I have always have horrible health and I just feel I won’t be here till I am old and grey. This is not me wishing for death No, this is a odd feeling I have carried around with me since I was a small boy. It’s like a knowing that I’ll leave and go home early in my life. Lord God, only you know when I take my last breathe who do I feel like I won’t live along life? Makes no sense. Nonetheless Lord keep the attacks away. Please restore me so I can get back to church. My life is a mess now. Please reveal Yourself to me Jesus. Give me eyes to see, ways to hear. Curl my tongue under when shut my mouth when anything foul is gonna come out! Praise you Jesus! In Your name I pray Jesus. Amen.