Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me Jacob, I’m sorry I write on these so much. You have to realize I have no one to pray for me! Please intercede with me.. Father in the name of Jesus Christ, I’m in such torment in my mind I just don’t see any way out of this stuff! An agony like no other is around me a dark cloud is upon me! Dark dreary hopelessness is all around. Scared for tonight knowing I’ll never rest again! Wondering if I need to go walking and find somewhere no one could find me and end my suffering? I know the Lord has to be here! I just can’t find him. All I know is demons doing this crap to me. They will be the death of me! I don’t know what to do? I’m all alone and have no one. I am so panicked on the inside not knowing what else will happen? Night time is hear and the attacks get so much worse. Demons walk on me and have there way with me! I want to die! I hate my existence. There’s nothing left anymore. Sadness, depression I have nothing. Father this isn’t like me to feel like this there is a darkness that I can’t shake anymore! I’m not me! I’m darker feeling! I’m so scared. Lord pleas show yourself I just got a Bible today please speak to me through it please make the words jump off the page! Please answer my petition on my esophagus and throat so I can fast and get set free of these demons! Please Lord! In your name I pray Lord Jesus. Amen.