Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
It’s me again, Jacob. Please stand in and intercede for me. For once guys I feel so hopeless. I’m so out of my mind at the moment. You know your life is rough when you’re trying (Me) to figure how to adapt to demons living in my life and torturing me. That’s pitiful. That’s actually where my mind is now. I will just work around there attacks on my mind and raping me in my sleep. I have never felt so defeated in my life and I am so spurted drained that I don’t even know if I’ll be okay anymore. Just since yesterday I’ve lost all hope in things getting better! I’m not okay. My God, My God! What am I to do? I’m crying out front the depths of my heart so turned around at the moment. I feel so lost in my mind. Father in the name of my sweet savior the Lord Jesus Christ, what am I gonna do? I’m so turned around at the moment. Is this just the way my life is meant to be? I’m so worn out and can’t really sleep with all this going on. I’m in a dark pit I can’t find you Lord. My life is full of demons and darkness I no longer feel a child of the Light! I live scared feeling now. My own mom and dad don’t see how nothing is working prayer wise. They now act like it’s all in my mind they truly don’t believe me! I’m all alone and have no one, nothing to strive to want things to get better. I’m not okay and somehow I accept Lord that this is as good as it gets! Not everyone can be free and it’s okay I accept my fate of being bound and chained to demons. Please Jesus save before I lose my mind, it’s bound to happen eventually! Please don’t leave me Lord I need you more than ever right now. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.